Because it’s my own fault that all of this happened to begin with. I should have stopped you from making that wish and making everyone forget about you. The only one who remembered was me.
As time passed, I slowly began to waver.
[ Her voice continues to be calm, but she soon begins to sound more tense, more frustrated. She’s not mad at Madoka, she could never be. It’s impossible for her to do even that, and she knows it all too well. Homura blames herself for anything - no, for everything that’s happened in regards to Kyubey and Puella Magi.
That’s why the burden has to be on her.
That’s why she has to be the one in pain. Everyone should hate her and leave her alone for all of eternity. ]
I asked myself… “Were my memories even real?” “Were they all just a mere delusion?” “Was the girl named Kaname Madoka just a figment of my imagination?” Things like that. Of course, I had to change myself for the sake of my friends and family… After all, I’m no good otherwise.
I would rather simply kill myself again until everything just disappears.
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As time passed, I slowly began to waver.
[ Her voice continues to be calm, but she soon begins to sound more tense, more frustrated. She’s not mad at Madoka, she could never be. It’s impossible for her to do even that, and she knows it all too well. Homura blames herself for anything - no, for everything that’s happened in regards to Kyubey and Puella Magi.
That’s why the burden has to be on her.
That’s why she has to be the one in pain. Everyone should hate her and leave her alone for all of eternity. ]
I asked myself… “Were my memories even real?” “Were they all just a mere delusion?” “Was the girl named Kaname Madoka just a figment of my imagination?” Things like that. Of course, I had to change myself for the sake of my friends and family… After all, I’m no good otherwise.
I would rather simply kill myself again until everything just disappears.