[ Honestly, he still feels incredibly crappy about dying. Maybe deep down he realises he has some blame for the whole situation too, but he doesn't dare to consciously admit it - it's a whole can of feelings that he doesn't want to open. It's easier to blame Maizono, just think of her as some sort of crazy monster who attacked him. It's her fault, because of her he died, and he even died.. in a way like that..
He was still so young..! He had a lot of dreams left to fulfill, and--.. and now he's alive again? All of a sudden? And Fujisaki's there and oh god 'she' is going to cry again-- THIS IS NOT THE FUTURE HE HAD PICTURED FOR HIMSELF.
Still, just standing here and watching Chihiro crying makes him feel.. incredibly awkward. So slowly (so to not scare him) he walks over to his classmate, and reaaally slowly and awkwardly he moves his arm to give Chihiro the most awkward headpat ever. N-now better?! ]
.. Don't worry about it. It's.. all that retarded bear's fault, isn't it? [ that, and Maizono's, but he isn't going to yell about it now or he'll just freak Chihiro out all over again.. ]
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He was still so young..! He had a lot of dreams left to fulfill, and--.. and now he's alive again? All of a sudden? And Fujisaki's there and oh god 'she' is going to cry again-- THIS IS NOT THE FUTURE HE HAD PICTURED FOR HIMSELF.
Still, just standing here and watching Chihiro crying makes him feel.. incredibly awkward. So slowly (so to not scare him) he walks over to his classmate, and reaaally slowly and awkwardly he moves his arm to give Chihiro the most awkward headpat ever. N-now better?! ]
.. Don't worry about it. It's.. all that retarded bear's fault, isn't it? [ that, and Maizono's, but he isn't going to yell about it now or he'll just freak Chihiro out all over again.. ]