[ She knew the exact number. Everyone in the original SSS was 63. Then all the people who constantly came and went here since then, both those who joined the SSS and those who hadn't. The people she'd become friends with, then lost. She wasn't really in the state of mind to explain what that meant, though, so Kohaku would have to guess. ]
I've been on my own for days. I've been completely alone before. I've been promised that I'd never be left alone, then been left behind. I've had friends go behind my back to take away the people I care about because it was the right thing to do. If we haven't managed to beat this guy together, if I haven't managed to protect any of you and I'm going to lose everyone then what does it matter if I'm alone?
[ She couldn't let herself get emotional about this, and it showed in the way that her tone stayed surprisingly even as she spoke. She continued, though, and there was a hint of wavering in her voice, almost as though she wanted to start laughing again. ]
I'm not doing something stupid, I just want to see him bleed, then hear him try to scream away the last of his oxygen six feet under. [ There's something clearly off about the way she says that. She's not the type of person to needlessly torture someone, not herself. If people are stupid enough to follow her orders during a punishment game, that's different, but wanting someone to suffer.. that was far off from who she was. So was the smile drawing to her lips. ] I won't stop you from following, but don't get in my way.
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[ She knew the exact number. Everyone in the original SSS was 63. Then all the people who constantly came and went here since then, both those who joined the SSS and those who hadn't. The people she'd become friends with, then lost. She wasn't really in the state of mind to explain what that meant, though, so Kohaku would have to guess. ]
I've been on my own for days. I've been completely alone before. I've been promised that I'd never be left alone, then been left behind. I've had friends go behind my back to take away the people I care about because it was the right thing to do. If we haven't managed to beat this guy together, if I haven't managed to protect any of you and I'm going to lose everyone then what does it matter if I'm alone?
[ She couldn't let herself get emotional about this, and it showed in the way that her tone stayed surprisingly even as she spoke. She continued, though, and there was a hint of wavering in her voice, almost as though she wanted to start laughing again. ]
I'm not doing something stupid, I just want to see him bleed, then hear him try to scream away the last of his oxygen six feet under. [ There's something clearly off about the way she says that. She's not the type of person to needlessly torture someone, not herself. If people are stupid enough to follow her orders during a punishment game, that's different, but wanting someone to suffer.. that was far off from who she was. So was the smile drawing to her lips. ] I won't stop you from following, but don't get in my way.