[ Yuri barely even fights him again when he pulls her away from it this time, finally letting the door. Even if she had her gun out, she just ended up screaming at him instead. ]
You're right, I'm stupid! I'm stupid as stupid can be and if I just let myself stop giving a damn then I wouldn't be a danger to everyone as long as those shadows exist!
[ It wasn't entirely true, of course, but Yuri always took far too much blame onto herself for not being able to protect others. She took it to be her fault that those around her kept disappearing, or turning into NPCs, or getting hurt. She couldn't protect them, and eventually everyone would leave her. When she opened up her heart, it seemed like every time she just lost everyone she'd let in. Yuri was terrified to lose the people she had left, and everything here just seemed like it'd be simple to solve if she just destroyed the Programmer. ]
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You're right, I'm stupid! I'm stupid as stupid can be and if I just let myself stop giving a damn then I wouldn't be a danger to everyone as long as those shadows exist!
[ It wasn't entirely true, of course, but Yuri always took far too much blame onto herself for not being able to protect others. She took it to be her fault that those around her kept disappearing, or turning into NPCs, or getting hurt. She couldn't protect them, and eventually everyone would leave her. When she opened up her heart, it seemed like every time she just lost everyone she'd let in. Yuri was terrified to lose the people she had left, and everything here just seemed like it'd be simple to solve if she just destroyed the Programmer. ]