[ She didn't exactly sound sorry though. The tone of those words was halfway between a laugh and incredible bitterness. It wasn't as though just anyone was the type of person who could fill Hinata's position either, since he was so much more than just someone she trusted. He was someone who had seen her at her lowest and refused to let go of her even when she took it out on him. He'd never looked down on her for being pitiful and his faith had never wavered, even from day one. He was someone who understood her, even when she didn't say whatever it was she wanted him to know.
He was the first person she'd even tried to make friends with since she lost her family. The first person she'd come to love, and the first person she'd fallen in love with. Even if she pretended and tried so hard to believe that she couldn't ever love anyone again at one point, he'd broken a hole in her wall and held her hand through it to make sure that she wasn't alone.
That was why Yuri knew that even if Accelerator was good at this, it wouldn't quite be the same. That hole Hinata had dug had collapsed. Even if there were people talking to her on the other side of that wall, it wasn't the same closeness. It made her feel alone again, even if she knew on some level she wasn't. That was the reality though, wasn't it?
Yuri took a deep breath. Maybe she could just.. bury it down. She'd calmed down when Accelerator had awkwardly tried to comfort her that she realized she couldn't put this on him, even if she had been. ]
Sorry.
[ That one was more sincere than the first apology. ]
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[ She didn't exactly sound sorry though. The tone of those words was halfway between a laugh and incredible bitterness. It wasn't as though just anyone was the type of person who could fill Hinata's position either, since he was so much more than just someone she trusted. He was someone who had seen her at her lowest and refused to let go of her even when she took it out on him. He'd never looked down on her for being pitiful and his faith had never wavered, even from day one. He was someone who understood her, even when she didn't say whatever it was she wanted him to know.
He was the first person she'd even tried to make friends with since she lost her family. The first person she'd come to love, and the first person she'd fallen in love with. Even if she pretended and tried so hard to believe that she couldn't ever love anyone again at one point, he'd broken a hole in her wall and held her hand through it to make sure that she wasn't alone.
That was why Yuri knew that even if Accelerator was good at this, it wouldn't quite be the same. That hole Hinata had dug had collapsed. Even if there were people talking to her on the other side of that wall, it wasn't the same closeness. It made her feel alone again, even if she knew on some level she wasn't. That was the reality though, wasn't it?
Yuri took a deep breath. Maybe she could just.. bury it down. She'd calmed down when Accelerator had awkwardly tried to comfort her that she realized she couldn't put this on him, even if she had been. ]
Sorry.
[ That one was more sincere than the first apology. ]